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A Hot Mess

This is what I have been for about the past month.

What's funny is that I can trace it all back to one specific event. Things have not been going well since. A lot of it is very personal, so I won't be posting it on the internet for everyone to read. But it involves drama and deceit.

Let's review some of the things that have happened in the past few weeks:

I was in a bad car accident.

I did something that was hurtful to one of my best friends.

I locked myself out of my apartment.

I found out a rumor was being spread about me at work.

I got to class and completely forgot it was my week to give a big presentation.

I got sick.

Someone who is very dear to me has decided to leave our small group, partly because of my beliefs and the way I live my life.

Have I left anything out?

I have some seriously bad karma.

Comments

Katie said…
You call it a hot mess, I call it being trendy. People love a hot mess these days, look at Britney Spears :)

If you go nuts and shave your hair off, I'll cry for you on YouTube!

(But lets not, being trendy isn't everything. I hope you stop being a hot mess soon, it doesn't sound fun.)
Whitney said…
Hang in there. Just because you make some mistakes doesn't mean everything that goes wrong is your fault or what you deserve. Give me a call if you want to talk or get together!

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